Lately,
people have been writing to me asking me to help them in a variety of ways.
Some of them are cool when I say, look I'm all tapped out, some of them get mad
and don't understand my health issues or that I'm in school for a another full
year after this one is done. So, here we go--My blanket advice to writers who
hate me for telling them the truth and the manipulative ones who try to make me
feel shitty for being a real live human barely able to do my own work: you guys
can get fucked.
Rules
for becoming a writer:
1.
Fall in love. It should be noted that there are different versions of love most
of which include one person parasitically sucking off the other more strong
person, but this still can be used to the writer's benefit. What you do is you
label anything love that you can't figure out or when a person acts
inconsistent, one day happy, one day angry (like father), and you sleep with
that person and you listen to their hopes and dreams and they never ask you
about yours and you don't care because deep inside you know this isn't the real
thing but the sex parts feel good and you really really really like their nose,
but inside you know it won't last. This isn't love, and you won't call it love,
but it will hurt you when you end it just as if it were real love because the
person with the nose you love will cry and act needy and you will go, where is
the one guy and or girl who is not needy and just wants to be around me without
projecting their past bullshit onto me and assuming that I feel more for them
than they feel for me when usually it is not the case. Don't you remember the
story about my dog and how I stopped being able to love after my dog was put to
sleep while I was at school? Bambi--I miss him. He loved me. He did hump my leg
(not dissimilar from the men I date or even fake date). But, he loved me in a
way that no one else can because their private parts steer that part of their
brain that they try to idealize and call things love when it is really can I
put my privates into your privates and will you be nice to me after and see me
as a superhero?
2.
Get drunk and take pills. This part, is debatable, because I no longer drink,
but the thing is but when I did drink I DRANK EVERYTHING and drank with a
vengeance and drank at people and drank with men without teeth and found myself
making out with harelip dude and toothless dude and then had boyfriends that
did drugs so I did drugs with them and we HATED each other and HATED ourselves,
but it was FUN. The ones who drink are in the most pain and their pain makes it
interesting to be them in their confusing sad lives and they are the best
writers invariably. I also think the one guy in my class who only likes dogs
and hates humans is going in the right direction.
3.
Jail. I think if you want to be a writer and you have never been arrested you
can still be a nice writer, many people might read you, I just won't care about
it very much. But, I, thankfully, in all my pretentious un-goodness as a human
being, am not your only reader, nor will I ever buy your books or think you're
cool at all.
4.
Look rad. This one is a must for any writer. It doesn't have to do with your
face as much as keep yourself cool looking. You have to have personal style.
That is very important. A style that is not copied or fake. It is your own and
while there may be copiers, no one does your style like you do.
5.
Learn to hate. I was raised by Seventh Day Adventist/Christian
Scientist/Sometimes Cult member parents and they taught me to never lie, never
dance, if you are sick that there is something wrong with you on a deep
spiritual level, because you wouldn't get sick if you could pray rightly. I
don't hate them, but I have learned to hate ideas. Learned to hate people who
try to make me feel guilty. Learned to hate parasites. Learned to hate the
things in myself that close off to you when you are an ignorant person. Hate
has wings. Hate is memorable. You can write about hate. I'd much rather be
hated than almost anything else. I love hate.
6.
Read astrology. This one sounds totally dumb, but is as real as the rest of
them. Look up why people are acting certain ways and find that astrology
answers the most predictable of all the questions you would ever have about
said person, confirming what you already know but are loathe to say. Then you
can admit to yourself that people can be categorized and no one is really
unique or even that different from what it says about you on google. Take me
for example Pisces with Leo rising. I am difficult, self-righteous and hard to
be close to, but once you are in, I am loyal forever. If you cross me, you will
go on my dry-erase board and become one of the people I am on a singular
mission to destroy psychologically. It will happen. The Pisces may easily swim
away if you do one wrong thing, but they never forget a slight. Not EVER.
Serious. And while Pisceans are the most loving and giving of the zodiac, their
ability to choose inappropriate partners is legendary as can be seen if you
study this blog. But, the leo rising part makes up for it in ways that will
make you scared to be alive. All this is factual and should be paid attention
to in legions of ways, so that you can figure everyone out and waste a whole
shit ton of time wherein you should be writing.
7.
Be irresponsible. (Steal stuff, sleep with bad people, say stuff you don't
mean, fake love fake people, don't be honest, etc.) This creates the kind of
guilt that keeps writers up at night and those writers have very little to do
having already worn out their lover, so they have to write stuff down so that
their conscience can catch a break.
8.
Lie. This one should be obvious to any would be writer. But, you only tell the
truth on paper, lying and exaggerating facts makes you memorable and while you
never lie on the page you confuse all those around you into thinking you are
someone you aren't and this makes you memorable. (Writers, that are real should
be memorable).
9.
Be memorable. In all ways, be different. Think different, say different things
that no one else would say because they are too concerned with being properly
human but not a real human. Don't cater to societal expectations. Be a nice
person one day a mean person the next.
10.
Write. While this is something that should be obvious to anybody, it isn't. You
should write everyday and have opinions about the world you live in that are
sacrilegious and scary to others, but don't fabricate this--they must be the
secret things inside of yourself that you secretly think but would never ever
say because you are too polite to say to someone's face. Say those things. Like
when I broke up with you and I said the sex was good I only said it to make
your face stop crying. I didn't say it because it was real.
11.
Be more yourself. I don't know what else to say about this one. Only you know
what that means. But, if you are secretly copying anybody, trying to be like
somebody else in anyway, style, dress, speech, thought, stop that shit and
become what you were born to become. YOUR OWN PERSON.
12.
Eat things that aren’t known to be food, like hotpockets.
13.
Question God or ideas on God or all the ideas that are in your head and ask
yourself, are these my own made up ideas or did I steal them or be infected by
someone else’s thinking to believe them. do this everyday about everything
until you are able to generate your own ideas not tainted by socialization,
weird parenting or psychologically abusive “friends.”
14.
Dump people that are dicks. Do not let people around you that don’t make you
feel better or suffer in some way, but for sure get rid of the dicks.
Especially if they are dumb.
15.
Burn things in your oven. Food because you fell asleep, but other things are
fun to burn in there too. Use your imagination.
The
end.
