my daily journal of things that happened before I knew about being adopted and a ward of the state.
December 24, 2010
December 17, 2010
My Childhood Bedroom
Had four walls. Two built in beds with comforters left over from the previous owners. They were turquoise and pink. Actually, they were two sheets sewn together which provided me with no warmth.
December 16, 2010
Los Angeles, You Dirty Whore
The mornings are the worst. I walk outside my apartment on Argyle. Down past the giant bird tree and I hear the freeway. There is nothing to love on this street. Not my apartment.
December 13, 2010
On Being Nineteen and My Own Cowardice
I met a guy tonight. I know he is going to read this and I hope he doesn't get pissed for me writing it, because I just can't help it. And that, my friends, is the answer to why I fight with so many of you. You ask for silence and I refuse.
December 11, 2010
What Can I Say?
If there is a time to say the words to you, It will come by moonlight while I am under another man. Grunting and breathing, but saying no names.
December 9, 2010
Elliott Smith
i went to an impromptu concert once at spaceland in silverlake where elliott smith sat on a chair and had a giant red balloon floating behind him.
December 8, 2010
Carmen
i've named her carmen, because she still exists on planet earth and i don't want her finding me. but, carmen, the heroin addict was my best friend.
December 7, 2010
December 6, 2010
maybe i love you
that's why you haunt me. i sat at the corner on la brea, at the bus bench, freezing my fingers off, looking for you.
December 5, 2010
December 4, 2010
December 3, 2010
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