do you miss me?

i miss you
do you miss me?
like meth or od'ing
or maybe like nature
when you are all alone
i miss your mouth
your hands
your sweaty face
in the middle of the night
saying
i dreamed of you, while you are here
do you miss me?
like that time at that party
you on the floor
covered in blood
you wrote the next day
the worst thing was
not getting to kiss you
do you miss me?
that model thought
we were a couple
you said you were scared
i'm scared too
so..
do you miss me